Feeling .....well, to be honest

Just found out that a friend of over 50 years has suffered a stroke.
The thing is, I have been ignored, demeaned and isolated by this lady and certain 'friends' over the last 12 months. I've been advised by the person who told me an hour ago not to do anything. No 'Phone calls, flowers, emails or in fact any kind of contact. Seems I have been a topic of conversation in my old lunch club of school friends. I am totally gutted!!!! I have done nothing wrong apart from challenging one particular frenemy who was making my life a bloody misery over a year ago. Since which time I have been on the outside as most have taken the other side, those who have taken mine aren't nearly as vocal. My OH is totally and utterly on my side who knows all that had been said by me and others.
Needless to say, I am totally wrecked tonight. I have been nothing but supportive throughout all these 'friend's' problems over the years. Giving bed and board and some sort of sanctuary when they needed it. Oh well, sorry to offload but I felt I needed to vent as I feel so badly treated.

Feeling .....well, to be honest